Emotions get the best of us...

I know sometimes our emotions come out selfishly without thinking of other people's situations. But that is why this outlet of writing in a journal/blog is healthy. I don't always get around to writing, but when I do, it is helpful for me so I can live normally. :)

I realize my first voice teacher has a toddler now. I get that. But I just can't help feel bad about what happened as far as miscommunication between us. I still miss her sometimes and wish I can speak to her about everything as far as music goes. That is all. I have moved on with life, but sometimes flashbacks come back and my emotions will get the best of me. And perhaps this past issue in my life is just one of the reasons I have been holding myself back. But people want to see me succeed, I want to see myself succeed, and I don't want to let my professors or colleagues down anymore. It's not like me to miss choir and let my team down. I'm all about choir and being a musician and need to let these passions show again instead of acting like I don't care.

But someone helped solidify this whole past issue. So my prayers have been answered; a kind person responded and gave me the heads up on the realities of life. So I can let this go for good. Ok! "On word and up words."